For Anyone That’s Thought About Someone Unexpectedly With Their Pants Down

You cross my mind
even here.
Alone in the bathroom.
Sitting still, staring at a shower curtain,
elbow on my knees,
phone in my hand, randomly scrolling around.

You slip my mind for a minute
Scrolling through articles on Google.
then you reappear, smiling,
like you’ve caught me doing something sneaky.

A random memory.
A place you kissed me,
swirled your tongue around mine.
It feels good to taste it
even now. Despite where I am.

Normally when I come in here,
I’m alone with my thoughts.
It’s not like I plan these kinds of moments.
Thinking of you with my pants down.

It’s a bit wild
that you’d cross my mind now,
with me sitting on the toilet.
It’s not the time or the place.

But there you are,
on my mind.

When I’m in here,
I usually have music on
drowning out
the sound of the toilet flushing.

You always had a way
of catching me with my pants down.
But even now,
I’m not mad at it.